And now I'm doomed to be showered with gifts. What are these people thinking? I had someone send me food. FOOD! Not that I'm not grateful for it. I hate having to eat bugs.
I have been considering my creator for some time now. I've been trying to reconcile what I know of the process, and try not to curse him for doing this to me. I feel sorrow, I think, for what the Council did to him when they found out. But now I am forced to consider when I reach that plateau...when I do the same? And why do we have to create someone to replace us. Surely its not about balance. Humans give lie to the law of Conservation. They multiple and multiple without requard, until they cannot. Why do we have to curse each of us to such an existence. Did I ask for this? Was I friends with my creator? I wish I knew. I need to know!
I've resisted it for so long, but I feel the longing and need for humanity. Will I become so desperate that I will repeat his crimes. I suspect it is a weakness in the line, and that I will not be brave enough to resist it.